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wanna be in ur arms baby. i feel so lost without u. i cant stop eating! its awful and... frightening. i feel so fat! i know theres worst than me but, sorry, i feel this way. i wanna lie in the grass with a boy. <3 hey cédric, come on, take my hand and take me somewhere new. analah, come back! i want a funny summer. with you, diane, patricia, aurelie, cupcake, thierry, cédric, numelle, eric, kendra, susana, all my friends. i wanna have fun! fuck. i want real love! summer love... yeah baby. but the one i really want is... obviously christophe. i know its only and itll be only him in my life. somebody help me! i sing alone in my room and i cry. i know u wont understand what im writing (maybe only analah could). anyway, u dont care at all! i just wanna feel free goddamn! please god, gimme me rain and a boy to kiss under it. i want more moments where i really feel im alive! u know, i begin to listen to my chemical romance because my sister does. and i really love it. gerard ways got a beautiful voice and when he sings, i feel all the emotion he put into his songs. its strange how songs could save lifes. i need you all to help me to be thiner and dunno... something better. so im gonna stop this conversation with myself. thnks to the ones who understand me. i dunno what id do without u.
wanna be in ur arms baby. i feel so lost without u. i cant stop eating! its awful and... frightening. i feel so fat! i know theres worst than me but, sorry, i feel this way. i wanna lie in the grass with a boy. <3 hey cédric, come on, take my hand and take me somewhere new. analah, come back! i want a funny summer. with you, diane, patricia, aurelie, cupcake, thierry, cédric, numelle, eric, kendra, susana, all my friends. i wanna have fun! fuck. i want real love! summer love... yeah baby. but the one i really want is... obviously christophe. i know its only and itll be only him in my life. somebody help me! i sing alone in my room and i cry. i know u wont understand what im writing (maybe only analah could). anyway, u dont care at all! i just wanna feel free goddamn! please god, gimme me rain and a boy to kiss under it. i want more moments where i really feel im alive! u know, i begin to listen to my chemical romance because my sister does. and i really love it. gerard ways got a beautiful voice and when he sings, i feel all the emotion he put into his songs. its strange how songs could save lifes. i need you all to help me to be thiner and dunno... something better. so im gonna stop this conversation with myself. thnks to the ones who understand me. i dunno what id do without u.



